I'm excited by raw sex without love

Yes, Fred and I realized I get turned on by raw sex without love. One of our favorite foreplay dirty talking is to for him to say he just wants to fuck my sexy body alone, and that he doesn't care for me at all. This would make a lot of women angry and turn them off sex but for me, it has the opposite effect. I get aroused by the idea that my man is so superior to me that he can take and conquer me sexually without having to say nice things to me..

Fred likes to make me feel like his sex slave by drawing on my body. He would write words "slut " and "whore " or "Fred's sex slave" or "I worship Fred's cock" over my buttocks and breasts and my groin and  I'm not allowed to erase them. Wearing these words on my body the whole day made me very horny for him. Sometimes he would draw a cock and balls on my breast or my buttock. Once he even drew one between my breasts and made me wear a low cut dress. It was so embarrassing and yet so stimulating.

 Ill always remember one memorable day in Bali on one of our many trips abroad. We rented a  beautiful villa high up on a slope overlooking the beach. There was a private pool and a an open pavilion with two massage beds overlooking the ocean. Once we had settled down and unpacked, Fred sent the villa attendants off so we were all alone with privacy and yet open to the sky and sea. Fred grabbed me in the living room and we were kissing and tongueing and his hands were all over me, grabbing my buttocks and breasts. Soon I was completely stripped by him and we were both lying naked except for my high heels on the carpet  in the middle of the living room floor. He tied my hands behind my back which I love. He took up a fine permanent marker and started drawing and writing on my breasts. Soon both my breasts were covered with sexy writings and erotic  drawings like "I fucked Fred in Bali " or "this body belongs to Fred" and there were drawings like kamasutra, of a man and a woman in all positions. There were even a couple of drawings of a woman being fucked by three men, and drawings of a woman tied up. The drawings went to my belly and to my buttocks. Fred is a good drawer and By the time he was done, I was like a bitch in heat.

He took out my vibrator penis Mr Blue and put it deep inside my vagina secured it with strings around my neck. He also tied my breasts with rope so they  bulged forwards and looked bigger. That turns me on. Then he applied nipple clamps to my nipples. When he turned on the vibrating dildo, i was so excited, I started to gyrate and twist my bidy and moan in pleasure. He  started to bite me all over leaving love bites all over my neck and upper chest. And both breasts were also covered with love bites. So was my belly and my buttocks. I was so excited, within ten minutes I groaned "Im
going to cum!.." He stopped immediately and switched off Mr Blue,  and made me kneel up to suck
his cock which I did with gusto hungrily and with slurping sounds and saliva drooling down my lips. My hand was still tied behind my back so I couldn't use my hands but I coudknt get enough of his cock so I started to do strokes like mouth fucking, withdrawing until only the tip is in my mouth and swirling my tongue around the groove under his glans head, and the sliding my lips round his shaft until I was as deep as I could and then withdrawing back, up and down. When he started to stiffen and his balls began to contract, I withdrew and stopped.

He pulled the rope round my neck to drag me off my knees to my feet so we were standing very closely face to face and looking at each other's eyes breathless with lust and pleasure for a long minute. "How do you want me?" he began his usual domination talk which he had written for us . " I want every inch of you deep inside me, in my mouth, in my cunt, and in my anus...." I began my declaration of total submission to him, something that's what I feel is the ultimate in sex, " I want you with my heart and soul and from the depths of my cunt. I want you to penetrate me deeply, possess my body completely and fuck me until I lose myself totally with no hope of rescue."

"Beg me if you want me" he commanded. "Please let me be the one who has the privilege of being your sex slave and whore today. Please use my mind and body to pleasure yourself. Let me have the
great honor of having your cock in my body" I recited the words which made his cock harden and twitch against my belly and which also made me ooze cunt juice.

"Do you love me?" I asked. " No! I only want to use you and your body for my sexual pleasure only  as long as you interest me. When you no longer excite me, I will leave you." My nipples erected with this answer. I Can't help being aroused by a man who only wants me for sex. "You are to make yourself into my dream sex toy and doll as much as you can." I replied, " yes Fred, my love for you is free and comes with no strings attached. I love it when you are so manly and so strong, you can make cunts like me do anything you want. I need you inside me, between my legs. Please fuck me hard now. Take me. Use me. Cum inside me."

"Pleasure me first, " he commanded. Fred sat down in the sofa with a grand view of the ocean throug the French windows. He untied my hands and Mr Blue from my cunt. I knelt by his side me and started sucking his cock head and pumping his shaft. He put his hands behind my buttocks and started stroking my slit and clit. When I saw his cock stiffen and his balls rhythm change I would stop and knead the head of his cock firmly with my thumb to discourage his cumming. But before he relaxed I would start licking and sucking and pumping his shaft again. Whe I almost ready to cum, I would grunt and moan, and he would stop fingering my cunt.

After an hour of keeping both of us on the plateau of the edge of almost cumming but not yet, Fred said, " I'll cum now." I doubled my licking and sucking and nibbling of his cock and pumoed his shaft hard with my delicate hands. Soon he was arching his back and tensing his whole body. "Take my sperm!" He cried out as he came in my mouth. I took his cock out to spray his cum all over my face because Fred likes it. Then I looked at him as I showed him I swallowing his cum and licked my lips for cum several times. Then, without wiping the cum off my face, I leaned back on the sofa and started masturbatung myself. Fred whipped out his camera to video me. I grabbed Mr Blue and switched him on I and pumped my vagina with it, pressing the base against my clitoris, until I came with little moans and groans with grimacing for the benefit of Fred who likes to watch me masturbate and watch my face as I cum.