Raped by Rake again Part 1

Tom has been working late again and when he's tired, he loses interest in sex. We haven't tried had sex for weeks and I'm horny. Tonite he's staying late at office to finish a project that's overdue. He's staying back with his female colleague who is younger than me and attractive. Who knows what they are up to? My baby's asleep next door. I'm young, fresh, and filled with desire. I know I should keep myself pure for Tom and I've been faithful physically, but mentally I'm an immoral lusty slut. I put on a short see through black lingerie. I can see my nipples through the sheer material. I put on lipstick and watch myself in the full length mirror. I practice some dance moves from my pole dancing and belly dancing lessons. As I gyrate to some music, I rub my nipples to erection and push my g string aside to rub my slit. I'm wet with lust. I turn on my laptop and open a secret file of videos. I found the video Rake taped when he raped me as I was drunk. It turned me on tremendously. I lay down and as  I watched it the part where I was blindfolded with my arms tied behind, and lustily sucking Rakes cock. I imagined Rake fucking me as I rubbed myself to orgasm.....after all, maybe Tom is fucking his colleague On the office table right now...I think back....

After the rape , I agonized over telling Fred for weeks. In the end, I didn't tell Fred about being raped by his best friend Rake. Rake had a perfect cover story and I didn't know if Fred would believe my side of the story. Fred knows how horny and uninhibited I get after several drinks. Sigh. I was sitting up in bed in our love nest , whilst Fred was reading a book about property investment next to me, while I thought of telling him. Would he believe me? I had told him about the one time I got raped violently by my first boyfriend, and how somehow, I had been so aroused, I had an orgasm. He knows I get turned on watching rape porn, and we had enacted rape fantasies in our love making. Pretending I mistook Rake for Fred is just the kind of playfulness Fred gets from me. And who would believe I could I fail to recognize who I was screwing for an hour? The other trouble was that I did have a very exciting night of pleasure and the orgasm had been so intense and prolonged.  I couldn't deny that, even thinking of that night at this moment brought me some arousal. I felt my nipples through my thin see through lingerie. They were hard from my reminiscing. Fred had his back to me, I put my hand down between my legs to my vulva, I was wet and sticky. I felt guilty like I was compliant and a willing accomplice in my own rape. I shook my head, and decided not to tell him. Fred caught my movement from the corner of his eye,' what was that?' He asked. Oh. Nothing. I lied. I'm just tossing my hair to straighten it out. And trying to look pretty for you, I smiled an extra sweet seductive smile for Fred and bending forwards a bit to show my cleavage, to somehow apologize for not telling him.  Fred came to me immediately and I forgot everything as Fred satisfied my desires thoroughly.

Unfortunately for me, Rake didn't forget. He has so many pretty young girls one after another clinging to him, when we double dated, that I thought I was just a one night stand for him but no. He
has to come after his best friends mistress. Many of his girls were stunners so I wasnt expecting him
to come at me again. But a few weeks after the rape, he turned up at the hotel boutique where I worked near closing time. 'Hi! Stul! "He said in a too familiar way as though we were close friends. 'I couldn't get you out of my mind so I thot I'll drop by to say hello!' He walked straight into the shop as
 he greeted me and came straight towards me. I staggered back a few steps in surprise and fear and my arms came up to fend off his chest as he gave me an unwanted hug and tried to kiss me on the lips. I turned away in time to receive his kiss on my cheek. 'No!' I stammered and pushed him away. "Stop it! Or lll tell Fred about you or call the police!" He backed away, "ok, ok, I just wanted to buy a gift  dress for my girl and I thought I'd give Fred some business," he put his hands up and tried to reassure me. I was still young enough to be such a sucker for his lies, I even agreed to try out the clothes Rake chose so that he could tell if they were the right size or suited her. I had to try several sexy outfits for him and he bought every one I modeled so I couldn't refuse him. We normally don't sell much of such sexy outfits but we keep a few for me to wear as foreplay when I have sex with Fred in the boutique.

When I came out of the fitting room with a very short and low cut halter neck dress that barely covered my breasts, Rake lost control of himself and pushed me back into the fitting room, grabbing me  round the waist and trying to kiss me. I clamped my lips shut and tried to turn my face away."stop it! You animal" I hissed ."get out!" And pushed with all my might against his chest with
my hands.  RAke grabbed one of my wrists and twisted hard. "Ouch! Youre hurting me!" I cried. I had to turn my back to him to avoid getting my shoulder dislocated. He grabbed my other hand and now I had both my hands behind me. He must have prepared for this because he had a tie or scarf ready which he used to tie my hands securely behind me. "Let me go or I'll scream!" I yelled but next moment something soft was stuffed in my mouth and secured there with a stocking. Rake stood behind me and pulled at my low cut halter neck. I had taken off my bra to model it for him because the bra straps would be seen and it would be ugly. . My breasts spilled out and he started massaging them and squeezing my nipples.  "Mmmmmmf!" I protested. I was facing the full length mirror and could see Rakes face and my body as I was being molested. I wriggled and twisted violently but couldn't escape his grip on my breasts and his bear hug. I could feel his hard erection rubbing against my back and my hands.

After five minutes of ignoring my muffled cries and pleas, Rake whipped out his hand phone and showed me the video of me sucking his cock lustily while I was blindfolded. " if you keep struggling, I will send this video anonymously to Fred!" He threatened. I shook my head sideways vigorously and looked at him to indicate "don't you dare!" And No! But after that I didn't struggle as hard and I let him enjoy caressing my breasts. He was nibbling and kissing my neck and soon after, one of his hands drifted down between my legs and started rubbing my pussy. I renewed my struggles to free myself but he showed me the video again. I shook my head again at the horrible idea of Fred seeing it and relaxed enough for him to pull my hem up and pull my g string aside. Now he was rubbing my clitoris directly with one hand and tweaking a nipple with the other and kissing my cheeks and neck, and I had to watch him do it in the mirror. To my horror, my body began to respond to his continued
assault. My nipples became very hard and erect and my cunt became very wet.

After my first and only rape by my first boy friend ended in an orgasm, I had always wondered about how my body can respond against my wishes. I had rape fantasies after that, and masturbated or role played with Fred but didn't know how I would react to a real rape by a stranger. I was curious and I wanted to find out for sure. So, at this dangerous moment of losing control, I waited out of curiosity  to see what would happen. I stopped struggling and let him continue to stroke my clitoris and my nipples and  give me love bites on my neck. Five minutes later it was very clear to me that great pleasure was radiating from my groin and my breasts, which, if continued was going to result in an orgasm. I was already having slight involuntary gyrations of my hips and body. If I was going to escape being raped,  it was now or never! With a last ditch effort, I twisted my body free and ran out of the fitting room to get help.

Alas! The glass door was locked and all the screens were drawn so nobody could see us. Fred and I had fixed it so we could have sex in the shop with privacy. There was even a sofa bed!  With my hands behind my back, I backed up against the door knob and fumbled  with my fingers blindly and desperately  tried to open the door. I didn't make it in time and Rake dragged me to the sofa and threw me on it. I sat down with my legs closed but he knelt down and forced my knees apart. When I resisted, he bit the inside of my thighs with his teeth, taking tiny painful bites, and after a dozen bites, I surrendered and left my legs opened wide for him. He started to lick my clit with long strokes of his tongue. I became very wet and the pleasure started to build up again. I tried to wriggle my cunt away but his mouth was glued to my vulva. I was feeling a heady mixture of fear, anger, and sexual excitement. I was angry at him and angry at myself for my total lack of self control and at how low class and cheap I was..I tried very hard not to move my hips as the pleasure intensified but couldn't prevent periodic jerks. When he pulled off my g string, I cooperated with him too readily and I was shocked at myself. He pulled my halter neck over my head and pulled my dress off. I lifted my buttocks to help him when he barked "lift your ass up!". Now I was completely naked and he renewed his assault on my body.  " thanks for being so cooperative, is it because you want to be fucked?"  I shooked my head violently to indicate no and mumbled no through my gag.

He restarted licking my vulva and my clit and rubbed and twisted both my nipples at the same time. I can't believe how I can experience such arousal and pleasure against my will. I was so angry I wanted  to hit Rake and angry at my body's betrayal of my mind. I was so humiliated by him, I was sobbing in  a mixture of anger, embarrassment, and frustration as I tried very hard not to experience pleasure to
no avail. In fact, it was more exciting and pleasurable than usual, and as each wave of pleasure surged throughout my body, I stiffened up, to try to suppress my natural reaction to gyrate and push up against his lips. Rake paused to look up at me and smile, " I've always known you're a highly sexed girl, Stuly, and tonight, I'm going to help you express your full sexual potential and help you realize who and what you are. You were born to be my sexual plaything! "

To he continued.....