Thats not good in the long run, Fred said, not good for your relationship nor for your sex life. Why don't you let him know a bit at a time, so many men would love to have someone as free as you in bed. I did try, I replied, I showed him some xxx movies I lied my friends sent me as a teasing wedding present, but he said it's disgusting and immoral. I've never met another man who had such a strong objection to porn. How do I tell him I've done every single one of those disgusting things, and enjoyed it a lot as well? It's his family and his church. They've made him think sex is dirty or only for making babies. So far the only thing I've succeeded is for him to accept blow jobs from me. Even then, I live I fear I'll be condemned as a whore and lose his respect for me. Definitely, he's not going to give me any blow jobs. Most of all, I wish we could play at sex the way you and I do. It will be so much more fun if only he will relax and explore a bit.
Anytime you want some of the old fun, as long as there is life in this body of mine, I'm game, Fred chuckled, and thinking of your fabulous blow jobs makes so jealous of Tom. He's a luckier man than me for sure. Am I really that good? I replied, maybe you haven't been around enough. Nope, Fred said, you're definitely the best in bed of all the girls I've ever loved, I had a huge withdrawal reaction and depression two years ago when you left. Life has been dull and unexciting since. Nah, I laughed, that's what you would say until the next sexy young girl comes along, I know you for the lusty old man you are, you wouldn't give up on me even though I turned you away so many times. But after you seduced me, I found you are such a good lover, I couldn't bear to give you up. I'm also jealous just thinking how your next girlfriend will enjoy what I no longer can.
There's no need to get jealous, Fred said, I'm always available for your pleasure any time. Fred grabbed my hand and put it to his chest. You will always be in here, in my heart, a part of me forever. I'll never forget you and I'll always miss you. Are you serious? I asked, you should just forget me and
go back to your wife. And I should do the same. I tried to pull my hand back but Fred used both hands to hold on to mine. I miss your sweet smile with those incredibly cute dimples, my chilli padi! (small but spicy chilly). And your sweet lips that gave me so much pleasure. Fred started kissing the back of my imprisoned hand. I can't forget the exquisite pleasure your dainty hands gave me either, Fred said as he started caressing the back of my hand. His touch felt smooth and sensual. Please don't, I pleaded, but Fred started caressing my forearm gently. It's not right Fred, I'm married! I protested, but Fred grabbed my other hand and brought both to his lips. He kissed them both as he Looked into my eyes and said, I love you so much, Stuly, give me a hug for old times sake. I found it hard to refuse and let him pull me against his chest, my hands up against his muscular chest whilst he put his arms around me. It felt warm and good. It's been so long since I held you, Stuly, he whispered tenderly into my ear, and started kissing my cheek gently. This was so wrong, I tried to push him away, but he held me very firmly, and trailed his kisses along my cheek closer and closer to my lips. Don't! Please don't! I pleaded, I want to be faithful to.....he covered my lips with his and silenced me mid sentence.
Fred started crushing his lips against mine, I kept my mouth pursed shut, but it still felt good. Tom had been away for two weeks and I haven't had a real man so forceful for a very long time. I pushed him back and cried Stop! Please! I can't.... but he pulled me in against him strongly and rubbed our lips together again. He tried to put his tongue in my mouth but I closed mine tightly. I shooked my head side to side to protest but Fred wouldn't let me go a midst my continued muffled protests and pushing at his chest. He was too strong for me. It was useless. Suddenly he stopped. I'd let you go if you give me one full kiss. One last kiss. ok? Just one good one and I'll stop, he promised. I miss your kiss so much, and it will be something for me to remember you by. I hung my head helplessly and nodded, ok, just once, I said, hoping to get it over with fast but Fred had other ideas. He took my arms from his chest and placed them around his neck, then he put both his arms around my waist. My
short blouse rode up a bit so his arms were in contact with my bare waist. I couldn't help savoring the
contact of muscular arms rubbing against my smooth waist. He put his face close to mine, I looked up
but closed my eyes. Open your eyes he commanded, and I obeyed, looking at him through my eyelashes. Come closer and touch your lips to mine, he ordered. I didn't move. Do it now! Or else it doesn't count. So reluctantly, I approached his lips and gently touched my lips to his. We rubbed for awhile and he nibbled at my lips. After forever, he tried to insert his tongue into my mouth but I wouldn't open. It's not a Full kiss if you don't have tongue action, he paused to say, so I had to open my mouth and his tongue was in. It was like the old days again, tongue playing, and at first I kept still, but out of old reflexes and habit, and out of my growing sexual arousal, I started to lick his tongue back, and soon our tongues were intertwining and playing like in the old days, and sometimes he withdrew and let me enter his mouth. He would do something for me and then it was my turn to return the favour. He licked my lips, nibbled them, bit them gently, and then I did it back.
Meanwhile his hands were caressing my back and sides, then one handed wandered to my legs and rubbed the sensitive inside of thighs. With all the wriggling, my miniskirt had ridden up high and gave him easy access. Stop! I told him as I grabbed his wrist. Kiss only. So he stopped but we continued to kiss. My head was spinning as I focused on the pleasurable sensations and feelings coming from my lips and tongue. I was floating and time stood still so I believe we were kissing for maybehalf an hour, when he started to kiss and nibble my neck. It's still just a kiss, he mumbled as he started downwards, so I let him. He kissed and nibbled my necks and then started giving me little nips and bites on my neck. It was nice, so I couldn't help involuntarily arching my neck backwards to give Fred full access to my neck and my upper chest. He kissed, nibbled and bit his way down to between my breasts and then used his teeth to bite my zipper and pull open my blouse. Then he was onto my breasts. It felt good and my heart was pounding with excitement. Oh Fred, could you please stop and let me go? Please? I don't want to carry on. I want to save myself for Tom. The full kiss will be over soon, Fred spoke hoarsely with his own excitement. Fred pulled one shoulder of my blouse off and pulled my bra down. On every breast spilled out. Noooo! Please don't! I whispered breathlessly, but Fred now grabbed the exposed breast with one hand and gave his full attention to my nipple, one of my sexual hotspots. I moaned and groaned with pleasure softly, mmmmmmmm, and arched my breast against his lips. He was rubbing my nipple with his moustache and beard. I was losing control of my body and my desires and I wanted him to carry on. But my guilt made me say, please stop, I can't do this, it's bad. What if Tom finds out?
Fred was merciless. The kiss is not over yet, he said brusquely. He pulled my other shoulder strap and bra down so now both my breasts were fully exposed and he started to pinch and twirl my nipples with both hands and his mouth. ohhhhh! I moaned softly, it felt so good, hurry up and finish the kiss, please, Fred, I pleaded, but Fred continued to work my breasts and nipples so exquisitely that I didn't want to stop, and didn't resist at all when Fred started stroking my thighs again, he move down his hand up and up my thigh, and I marked my total surrender by opening my legs to let his hand in. He
started rubbing my clitoris gently and said, you're so wet, Stuly, I love how you respond to me. He rubbed my clit the way he knew I like it, and much better than Tom, and it's been such a long time since I had hot sex, and two weeks without Tom, so I was lusty for Fred. Within minutes, I arched and gyrated and ground my pelvis against Fred's hands. The kiss is over, Fred teased, do you want me to stop? I kept quiet. Shall I stop? He asked again. And stopped completely. No, I surrendered
again, please don't stop, I want you. But what about Tom? Fred gloated. I, I love Tom, but I also want
you. Fred continued working on my sensitive nipples and circling my clitoris with the tip of his
finger, but like in old days, he would pause as soon as he sense me coming and switched to finger
fucking me instead. After he brought me to the edge of climax a few times, he stopped and said, the kiss is over, what do you want me to do now? I want your cock inside me, please. Im about to cum, I said meekly.
Not so fast, Stuly, Fred said, you've got to work for your cum. Take my cock out he commanded me. I unzipped his trousers and pulled down his underwear. His hard and thick cock sprung out..I started to rub his shaft up and down while we went back to kissing and he continued to stroke my clitoris. After we were both high, he stopped me and stood up from the sofa, standing in front of me. Take my cock and suck it! He orders me. I am so sexually aroused now, I wanted to carry on this exciting adventure despite my love for Tom. This is life, I waned to live it up now. Once again, Fred's rugged old knobby veined cock with its purple circumcised head was in front of me. Its so big and hard and strong , I said, as he stepped forwards and brought his glans against my lips. The smell of Fred's cock is stimulating for me. I hold on to his hips and stick my tongue out to lick his glans while I gently kissed over the congested head with my lips which I moistened by first licking my lips. I slowly encircle his cock head with my lips several times then I I purse my mouth small and pop my lips over his glans and then withdraw. When I withdraw, I tug gently at the coronal sulcus or groove behind his cock. I d this for a few minutes to warm him up, remembering to glance up and make eye contact with him often. After that I start to go down on his cock a bit more, hugging his shaft with my lips but gyrating my head as I slowly pump my head up and down his shaft. I slowly take him deeper and deeper, getting used to it so I don't gag. After a few minutes, my slow pumping has brought his glans t the back of my throat. His cock is too big for me to reach all the way down to his pubic bone with my lips. I use one hand to gently cradle his testicles and stroke them. I pump faster until I sense from Fred's body tension and from his scrotal contractions that Fred was about to cum, then I pull out and use my hand to grab his cock but circle around his glans firmly with my thumb. This always stops Fred from cumming but my thumb action is still pleasurable according to him. I bring Fred back and forth from the edge of orgasm this way, until he can no longer hold back, then I stopped completely. Fred ordered me to do a strip dance for him.
I had gone for both belly dancing, lap dancing and pole dancing courses when Fred and I were together. He had sent me for the classes to make me a better lover so this was a practiced routine. I stood up and started to gyrate my hips and body while I pulled off his shirt. Then I licked my lips as I continued to dance and give him side long glances.,always looking down at his body and cock as well to make him feel desired. I caress my breast and finger my nipple with one hand and stroked my slit with the other hand as I danced and mimicked an orgasm while making light moans. I enjoyed it. This is what women were meant to be, to make their men want them, to seduce them. I slowly removed my clothes as I danced and wriggled out of my mini skirt but left my g string and my high heels on as Fred likes it. As I dance, I actually rub my clit to keep myself high and Fred was also rubbing his cock. He sat down on a chair and I gyrated my way slowly towards him. May I dance for you? I asked breathlessly. Yes, I'll book you for the night, if you're good. I stood in front of him and danced as I played with my breasts, they are much bigger then when we last had sex becos of my breast feeding, I'm proud of them. I straddle him and rock my butt riund and round on his thighs whilst he grabbed my breasts roughly with both hands and sucked on a nipple.i arched back with pleasure. I hold on to his shoulders and lower myself v slowly onto the head of his cock. Once in, I gyrated
around his cock head teasingly but didn't let him go deep but after all his caressing of my breasts, my desire was so great, I let him pull me down onto his shaft, then I started gyratung and pumping up
and down on his cock, enjoying the tight feeling of his cock rubbing against my vaginal lips and the deep fullness as I've never experienced with Tom. He grabbed my face and we restarted our French kissing and lap fucking till my legs tired and I had to stop. He took my hand and brought me back to the sofa. I want to fuck your face now, he said. I sat on the floor leant back on the sofa and put my head back on the sofa. He leant over me and put his hands on the top of He back of the sofa and I put my hands up against his thighs. I opened my mouth and let him use my mouth as a vagina. He started with long deep strokes until I gagged and then gave me a few seconds to catch my breath then he restarted. It's something for Fred's ego that not only do I let him abuse me this way but that I get turned on by it. I like to be used like a sex toy by him. He pumps me until I'm giddy with suffocation then he stops. Let's go to the bedroom he pulls me up by the hand and leads me to the bed I share with Tom. No! Please don't! It's Toms bed! But Fred insists, exactly, I want to take Toms place. He drags me into the room. I'm still giddy from the deep throat fucking and am too weak to resist him. He throws me on the bed.......
To be continued.....
