https://www.kinkly.com/2/14084/sex-tips/perspectives/why-i-love-angry-sex?utm_campaign=newsletter&utm_medium=best&utm_source=09032016
Just read this on Kinkly. A woman shares her feeling about sex when her partner is angry with her.
I've had quite a few angry quarrels that ended with my lover punishing me by using me as his sex toy. One was a brutal rape that ended with me surrendering with an orgasm and getting called a slut for being able to have one while being raped. On other occasions it was just mental coercion into demeaning sex, whippings, beatings, humiliation, punishment, bondage and submission? It's a complex emotion. When my lover is very very angry with me, it also means he is very passionate about me, his connection to me is total. I like that 100 percent focus on me, except that I wish he was just as passionate when he is very pleased with me. If I'm to blame to some extent, I somehow internalize his anger and take his side. Some sort of sexual Stockholm syndrome. I get angry with myself and part of me wants to help him to punish me. I empathize with his anger and want to help him get his revenge. I hate myself the way he hates me. I'm just wired that way. Sometimes, I've won the battle of words but my lover refuses to give in and wins by dominating me sexually and forcing me to retract. The best way to shut my mouth is with his cock and with his semen all over my face, his victory is complete, but my feminine nature is to submit and lose out completely. I even cum sometimes but am sexually aroused by my degradation often. This is totally at odds with my personality in public when I can be very hot tempered and uncompromising.
